Alone

There's one painful reality in my life
It's like a never ending life's strife.
An anguish from that I can never run away
it agonize me from day to day.

Loneliness is my heart
and feelings incision's knife
because I was born to walk alone,
in a cold and painful life.

So late at night in the deepest hour,
I feel like a - hurt from life - fading flower.
And get the pain so strong that I get high,
I hear a voice inside of me which says:
I wanna die, die, die…

I went deeper and deeper into the darkness
along the pictures of recollection.

In hope to find a place where I can bear this,
a place where the killing of my emotions stops.
But there is too much broken luck,
that I can nevermore forget.
This pain I will carry in me
and I'm going to get an old, old age.

I yearn for an essence that will understand,
an essence which will never hurt me.

Who stops and give me his hands?

It would be love that burns in our heart,
but where is he?

He is the one I wanna find but I can't.
Also I'm forever bound in a cold
and empty nightmare-land.